Dear Mom,

I am SSSOOO TIRED OF THIS FUCKING SHIT ! I miss the feeling of a room to call your own, a place to call "home", a Sanctuary/Domain that you and only you could claim yours. Why of all times of the year this shit must happen again what is it with ODD FUCKING NUMBERS AND CHIRSMAS TIME ! WHY ARE THEY SUCH BAD LUCK ! I am BEYOND past the point where this facade I put up for my little sister is even necessary anymore. I just love how my "mom" if you want to even call it that Comes back from god knows where and chooses to see her children LAST after she visits her fucking bf and HIS family first ,shows you care BITCH !, AND THEN TO HAVE THE NERVE TO LIE IN OUR FACES THAT YOUR NOT EVEN HERE YET !?!?!?!?! BULL FUCKING SHIT ! To have no fucking heart and leave YOUR children you so called "LOVE" to go find a motel or beg your friend to stay on thier couch because YOU FUCKED UP !?!?! Nooo ! Thats not fucking righrt ! A mother doesn't worry about gambbling, DICK, material crap or FUCKING PARTYING , YOUR FUCKING 40 NOT 20 BITCH GROW UP, over her own children. I means it one thing if its casual but TO FUCKING LOSES HOUSE'S' NOT A HOUSE BUT FUCKING HOUSE"S" BECAUSE OF YOUR FUCKING NEGLIGENCE !?!?! Thats just not right.... Its one thing to torture me and my older sister with this BUT TOU HAVE AN 8 Y/O TO FUCKING RAISE ! Get your fucking shit totether ! God Dam I swear I have never met a fucking USELESS, SELFISH, and CONNIVING BITCH AS SCREWED UP AND HEARTLESS AS YOU ! BTW Thanks for another screwed up FUCKING CHRISMAS ! That was always something I could count on you for..........

GOD FAMILY IS SUCH A PAIN !

GOD MY FAMILY ARE FUCKING IDIOTS I HAVE A FUCKING MOTHER THAT IS 40 AND STILL GOES OUT AND PARTIES LIKE SHES STILL EARLY 20'S AND IS DRUNK AND PASSED OUT. THEN OLDEST SISTER WHO IS DRUNK HAS TO PICK UP HER SON AND MY OTHER SISTER "will get to here" AND SHE'S STILL FUCKING DRUNK ! SO I TOOK THE KEYS AND THREW IT IN MY CLOSET . She wants to pick up her 5 month old son and she is drunk 18 with a license,DOES SHE FUCKING WANT A DUI , HAVE THE CAR TOWED, GOTO JAIL, NO MORE LICENSE AND HER SON FOSTER CARE ! URRGGGHHHHHH ! AND MY FUCKING OTHER SISTER REFUSED TO GO HOME BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO BE A SLUTT AND DRINK WITH MEN THAT ARE 18+ NEWS FLASH BITCH YOUR NOT EVEN 18 QUIT HOEING YOURSELF OUT, AND YOU HAVE FUCKING WORK AT 8 IN THE FUCKING AM ! COME HOME ALREADY GOD FUCKING DAMIT! IRREASPONSABLE BITCHES ! ARGHHHH RAGE QUIT !

bored off to blog

lmfao i searched my full name on google because i was bored and it showed a tweat i posted a while ago for like the most common hit or w/e yeah im pretty bored usually i would be doing something with friends right now i guess i got used to it i kinda became routine Fml so bored idk what to do just kinda hoping so one comes by to pick me up like they always do but obviously aint gonna happen so i guess i will just rant as much as possible because i really have nothing better to do sadly i have geometry h.w but not really in the mood to do that will save that for sunday AKA boring lazy chill day except that one time but it doesn't really matter so yeah off to start a tumblr war or blog spot war which ever happens first idk how this works WELL OFF TO ANNOY HETTY :O TUMBLR OR BLOGSPOT WAR!!!!!!!!!

9/16/09 a night to remember

THIS ONE IS RANTING L.O.L
Okay Blogging time L.O.L okay tonight was the most weirdest night ever like for realies weird like today a friend of mines from the marines came down i knew that so i admediatly went home after school know he would want to do something. so i get home tired and sweaty so i fall asleep on my couch and like i have my clothing still on but only a white beater. then like hours latter like 4:30 he comes through the door kicking my ass since i slept body down and like yeah i wake up after he kicks his thick ass boots on my ass and i turn over seeing him and he goes get dressed as he's changing out of his sweaty dirty-I.S.H cargo clothing. he goes in the restroom while i get a shirt. We both come out later and he's changing still but this time in front of the window and like goes stop looking at me and I'm like pointing at the window and hinting to him you know thw blinds are open right ? He goes yeah and continues to change and like a convo is going idr what and I'm putting on my shoes and he goes quit looking at me change homo 'im not gay im those people who tend to keep eye contact with people while a conversation is going" and yeah we get in the car he asks when does the D.M.V close im like I.D.R i think 5pm he's like okay WhereTF is that im like near your hotel you go to all the time he goes oh beach I'm like yeah and he goes to Beach and Westminster making a left I'm like W.T.F are you doing he goes im going to beach im like uhh you know i ment the ST not literaly the beach right !!??!? and he goes shut up and like im like stay on the left lane thinking left was right I.D.K i was tired l.o.l and he goes im on the left lane O__o and I'm like W.T.F no i do the "L" thing for the hand oh l.o.l and he goes are you serious -__- seriously and we head towards beach on Westminster and passing bolsa i strangely think Jeanine and weirdly enough i see her and Sean walking and yeah i wave he though she was 12 we get to the D.M.V i pee while he does the paper work and while we wait in line we notice the sign in bold NO TEST WILL BE GIVEN AFTER 4:30PM AND IT'S LIKE FUCK!!!!!! DU MA F.M.L so we leave and like Binh is still annoyed at everything he drives fast because he's hungry and annoyed plus i kept pointing out the fact he like harmony L.O.L and is trying to ask her to a ball and yeah funny but anywho we get to carls jr b/c he's hungry and yeah we get to my house latter and he goes yeah umm ima go "wash my car" I'll be back an hour latter and im like -__O sure lol so yeah i sleep again wake up my dad comes through the door with food and like i get up and like the clothing is like next to the couch im on and like i pull the blanket up and my dad's like uhh O__o is there something you want to tell me ? and im like umm no? he goes who's cloths is that im like ohh it's a friend of mines from the army he goes right.... and im like NNNNNNOOOOO NO NO NO NO NO NOT LIKE THAT and im like FML great my dad thinks im gay great and like latter on he sees my binder on the ground and i have a note from sandy and like it says to boyfriend from sandy and he's like about to give me "the talk" and im like uhh shower time LOL then i eat and im here so yeah sleep time im tried and will go in depth more so yeah ta ta

WOW HAVENT BLOGED IN A LONG TIME

OKAY WELL I THINK I FINSHED OFF MY CHECK LIST OF SUMMER GOODIES lol I HAD SO MUCH FUN THIS SUMMER FROM THE BONFIRES TO THE S.P.F 2.0 SHOWCASE TO PAC CAMP IM GLAD MY SUMMER WAS NOTHING like last summer it was fun but sadly ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END SCHOOL IS STARTING IN 4 DAYS :O TOI OI DU MA đã không mua vật tư trường học của tôi chưa if you read viet you know what that means ^ LOL ahah but yeah if you don't OMFG FUCK I DIDN'T BUY MY SCHOOL SUPPLIES YET :O AND I STILL NEED TO DYE MY HAIR :( STUPID POST OFFICE LAGGS SO MUCH I MIGHT HAVE TO DO IT LIKE NEXT WEEK I WAS REALLY HOPING TO GET IT DONE BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS WELL TTLY

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY OH MY GOT TRO OI :O. WOW SO I GUESS THE BIGISH 15 IS FINALLY HERE EHH 1 YEAR OLDER. Just not quite the age I was looking for but I guess all in all it's cool. I do sometimes wish I was like i guess 17, 18 or maybe even 21 idk why it's I guess I think i'm ready to be that old but then again I know there are things I still don't know about and have highschool to expierence it in LOL :D. But then again college will be "the time of my life" if there is even 2013 but whatevers we'll see but for now my 15th birthday is here so yay another year older another year taller, smarter, wiser, more expierenced, discovering new things about my self and all the other shit it comes with. :D so there you go so far my weeks are packed with school, social life, and dancing i mean i love the dancing and social life part but im ANNOYED OF SCHOOL thank god 8 MORE SCHOOL DAYS COUNT DOWN BABY LOL I WILL BE SO HAPPY NEXT FRIDAY THEN ONLY 3 MORE BUT YEAH SUMMER PLANS ARE

1. P.A.C ,Phillino American Coilition, Camp. Hosted by pac modern a dance crew/club to get it straight LOL it's a dance team based off the club heads up LOL
   
2. DO DA DANCING <3!!!!!!!!!
   
3. Chill days with Linh and whoever else
4. 6 Flags with Linh, Steven, Tania and whoever else comes
5. Knotts with ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
6. DisneyLand with^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
7. BondFires
8. SLEEP OVERS
   
9. ALL NIGHTERS
   
10. AND YOU HELP ME ADD MORE
    

aaaaaaahhhhhhhh so fucking pissed i lost my wallet AGAIN MY 2ND ONE FUCK MY LIFE UUUUUURRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHH DU MMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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GOD blahhh exhausted can's popping pecies are so fucking hard +_____+'
blahh get back to you latter