Dear Mom,

I am SSSOOO TIRED OF THIS FUCKING SHIT ! I miss the feeling of a room to call your own, a place to call "home", a Sanctuary/Domain that you and only you could claim yours. Why of all times of the year this shit must happen again what is it with ODD FUCKING NUMBERS AND CHIRSMAS TIME ! WHY ARE THEY SUCH BAD LUCK ! I am BEYOND past the point where this facade I put up for my little sister is even necessary anymore. I just love how my "mom" if you want to even call it that Comes back from god knows where and chooses to see her children LAST after she visits her fucking bf and HIS family first ,shows you care BITCH !, AND THEN TO HAVE THE NERVE TO LIE IN OUR FACES THAT YOUR NOT EVEN HERE YET !?!?!?!?! BULL FUCKING SHIT ! To have no fucking heart and leave YOUR children you so called "LOVE" to go find a motel or beg your friend to stay on thier couch because YOU FUCKED UP !?!?! Nooo ! Thats not fucking righrt ! A mother doesn't worry about gambbling, DICK, material crap or FUCKING PARTYING , YOUR FUCKING 40 NOT 20 BITCH GROW UP, over her own children. I means it one thing if its casual but TO FUCKING LOSES HOUSE'S' NOT A HOUSE BUT FUCKING HOUSE"S" BECAUSE OF YOUR FUCKING NEGLIGENCE !?!?! Thats just not right.... Its one thing to torture me and my older sister with this BUT TOU HAVE AN 8 Y/O TO FUCKING RAISE ! Get your fucking shit totether ! God Dam I swear I have never met a fucking USELESS, SELFISH, and CONNIVING BITCH AS SCREWED UP AND HEARTLESS AS YOU ! BTW Thanks for another screwed up FUCKING CHRISMAS ! That was always something I could count on you for..........